she continues her story.

2011-05-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

Just say what you mean and mean what you say. Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better than lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about, cause indifference hurts more than angry words.

2011-05-02T17:14:00.001+08:00

There are basically two types of Pisces men - those who go against the tide and those who go where it takes them. The former types remain on the lookout for the right opportunity, struggle against the world to utilize its full potential and triumph over life. The latter types remain tangled in their dreams, may not notice even when the opportunity knocks at the door and may miss the bright sunlight of success.
A Piscean man needs to develop the personality traits of resolute judgment and unwavering actions to realize his ambitions and be a winner. He also has to bury his old, unrealizable dreams if he wants to move ahead in life. All this doesn't mean that he is weak or feeble. It's just that he lives in his dreams too much and has to will himself to get up and indulge in real action. When he manages to brush off the starry dust from his eyes, he sees the real world and then, goes about doing the business of earning his bread. A Piscean male has a very clever and sharp mind. The moment he starts working towards practical aims, you can be sure that he will win the next 'Achievers Award'.The only problem comes in making him look beyond those unrealistic dreams. If your fish knows how to swim against the current, you can be sure that you are luckiest girl on this earth.
After we have dealt with the practical aspect of the relationship, lets come to the emotional one. This is something you will never have to worry about, with a Pisces guy. A Piscean man will never ever be short on emotions and romance. Infact, he practically breathes them. If the practical aspect of his characteristics profile is fine, you can be sure you have been rewarded with the best guy in the world. He never holds a bias against any person. You will never find him passing a judgment in context of anyone, unless and until he has experienced the same situation in which that person is now. Even then, he will try to understand that person's reasons, rather than criticize him. Accusations don't go down well with him either.
A Pisces man is never ever mean. However, at times, he may say something, which turns out to be quite different from what he intended. He is totally dependable and you can trust him with your darkest secrets. He is a very good listener and people always come to him to discuss all their major and minor problems. When he is with you, try not to burden him more with your tensions too. Throughout the day, he has been listening to other people's troubles and the way he is, he would have absorbed all those negative energies. Now, when he is with you, he needs to get all of this out of his system and rejuvenate himself. Piscean men have such an empathetic disposition that they need to rest every now and then, to bring back the calmness and steadiness. If they want to be left alone, they should not be disturbed.
Closeness and togetherness is good, but let them have their moments of solitude. Give them the space they desire and the heart will only grow fonder. A Pisces man is very sensitive and can get hurt very easily. He appears to be confident of himself, but on the inside, he is painfully shy. He needs to know that you appreciate him, care for him and love him. He has a very quick temper, but the anger subsides as quickly as it comes. He will never remain angry for a very long time and will seldom hold a grudge. He has the ability to see right through people's outer layer and that makes it very difficult to fool him. On the other hand, he can fool you if he wants and such situations will arise frequently, since he likes to keep his own affairs to himself. A Piscean man may speak a small lie once in a while. This is because he has some secret fear of revealing all about himself. However, you don't need to worry, as these lies will always be completely harmless and help keep his imagination running.
Jealously is not one of the personality traits of a Pisces male. He trusts you totally, but remember he is also a man and will definitely expect loyalty from you. As far as he is concerned, you will get plenty of reasons to be jealous, as he will have close friends of both the sexes. He will also appreciate beauty, but he will never be disloyal. That's just not him. If you can cope up with this, you will be rewarded with the most romantic husband, with whom you talk about almost everything under the sun.
A Piscean guy is never too cautious about money and you will have to handle that front. Infact, you need to present yourself as the perfect example of a saver and he will, sooner or later, follow suit. He learns quickly from the people he admires and respect, so what better person than you to teach him economy. With children, he will be a lot of fun and extremely loving. He will listen patiently to their childish problems, provide them with solutions, keep their imagination oiled and minds active. However, teaching them discipline will be your responsibility. Remember that a Pisces man is very fond of his dreams. Never ever step on them or laugh at them - he will be hurt. Infact, believe in them and one day, you may be walking on the red carpet besides him. Trust him, give him love and keep him emotionally nourished. In return, he will shower you with lots of love and affection and provide you with a happy and rich home.
A Piscean characteristics profile exhibits loads of charm and a very easygoing attitude. He is not bothered by restrictions, as long as he has the right to dream and live his own life. Radical opinions do not stimulate him at all, nor do insults make him agitated. Very few things compel him to lose his temper.
When a Pisces does get angry, it is better to stay away. He can give the most sarcastic comments, be extremely rude and lash you with a scathing tongue. The best part is that the anger seldom lasts long and he will be his usual placid self again. When he sees the world, his eyes seem to be covered with rose-colored spectacles. Pisceans live in the world of their own, even when they are completely aware of the rough side of humanity. In their world, everyone is good and everything is beautiful. They have a very sharp memory and tend to remember the minutest of details.
When we give a description of Pisces personality, one of the basic traits that come in mind is its soothing stability. Even in the worst of storms, a Piscean will never panic and will maintain his poise. He has a good intuition and if he tells you not to go out of the house on a particular day, it is better to stay indoors. Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac and represents death and eternity. It has a blend of the qualities of all the other zodiacs. It is because of this fusion that it becomes very difficult to truly understand a Pisces.He is a great organizer and pays attention to details (like Virgo), has a fair and detached judgment (like Libra), is sympathetic and moody (like Cancer), displays honesty and kindness (like Sagittarius), loves people and attention (like Leo) and is analytical (like Aquarius). At the same time, he talks very quickly and expertly (like Gemini), is passive and stubborn (like Taurus), can know your deepest secrets (like Scorpio), shows dedication to duty (like Capricorn) and overflows with optimism, innocence and zeal (like Aries).
A Piscean likes to argue, loves nature and holds fierce ambitions. He is deeply interested in music and art. He has great wisdom and is very compassionate towards the weak. He loves to help people in distress and utilizes most of his energy doing this only. You will never know when a Piscean is profoundly hurt. He hides his deepest emotions behind a veil of humor. The humor may be warm and innocent or cold and ruthless. However, it is sure to be a mask for some other emotion, more often than not. Laughter is his best cover and he will use it wisely. He has compassion for the sick and even tries to understand the feelings of the lonely. Even those who are weak by choice will get Pisces shoulder to cry on.
He never judges people and accepts them just as they are. He knows all your vices and virtues, understands them and will still be there if you need him. He wants to help everyone; still most of the people fail to understand the sensitivity of the fish. He absorbs the positive as well as the negative vibrations around him. The world needs the creativity, imagination and empathy of Pisceans and they know it. Very often, they bury their own dreams to see their loved ones realizing their ambitions.
One quality of Pisceans that is very annoying is that they hate to answer questions in a simple 'Yes' or 'No'. Mostly, the answer will be a 'Maybe'. Still, he cares and he lets you know that. He is much stronger and wiser than most of the other people, he only has to realize it. The moment he struggles against the tide, you know he will reach the shore before anyone else.

2011-03-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

okay i know this is random! like FINALLY AFTER A YEAR PLUS OF NOT UPDATING, here im would like to post about my horoscope which i find it so damn true:D

Capricorn, with goat as the symbol of the zodiac sign in the Chinese astrology, has earth as its element, Saturn as its ruling planet and garnet as its stone. Those belonging to this sign are proud of their achievements in the pursuit of life and they have a powerful resilient energy as their vibes. Their secret desire is to be admired by their family and friends and the world at large. They are of the quiet type but they are great achievers in business and so with life. Actually there are two different types of Capricorn.
The first type is represented by the mountain goat which aims to always climb higher and higher until reaching the top. He never stops until he gets there and this is the Capricorn seen as a typical example of the saying, try and try until you succeed.
The second is the garden goat, which is not either an adventurous one or an ambitious type who is already content and satisfied with what he is at the moment. He will not be motivated to move forward until pushed by other people. However, these two types are both patient and persevering. There are able to reach their goals guided by the principle that a journey starts with a single step and the starting step is always the most difficult.
A Capricorn always tries to balance work with play. With the goal to continue the uphill climb to success, they always rise to the occasion when faced with a new task or when given a deadline. Even if overcome by obstacles, their ambition to reach the top keeps them moving on and upwards. They are conservative and cautious and are willing to try new approaches in order to become successful in love and in business.
In romance, they want a permanent relationship with the one giving them affection, even though they don’t give back that affection themselves. Because he is ruled by Saturn, the planet that represents responsibility, structure and hard work; the Capricorn are ambitious, practical and organized. Many are borderline workaholics but are not dull or gloomy and sometimes erupt at unexpected moments since they have an offbeat sense of humor.
They are motivated by success, money, status and authority and most of all, by love, though they don’t want to admit it. They are very cautious when entering into a new love relationship but once they already feel safe with their partner, they start to melt and open up to reveal a sensitive and loyal heart. As a friend, Capricorns can be relied upon, strong and sympathetic always ready with a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.

Capricorns tend to be melancholy and making them laugh is always appreciated. It is important that you have knowledge of any topic under the sun and talk about it, but not their emotions, and won’t mind to listen to yours. When they feel they are safe with you, they start to open up but only on conventional things because they don’t want to hear shocking ones. They want gifts that are practical and useful, not lavish ones which are just pushed aside.
They want high class gifts though, and upscale dates, too. It should be to an art gallery, or a first class theater, or an elegant restaurant. They are punctual and don’t want to be kept waiting. Exercise patience in dealing with them because even if they are aloof or indifferent outside, they can be physical and very passionate inside.
The Capricorn woman is romantic and loving but needs the right man to come along to expose this. She may not seem like she does not care about love and this is perfect for the man who likes to be challenged. Never rush her into a relationship, because she takes time and patience getting into it. Because she is a very classy and upscale woman, you have to woo her by showering her with nice but practical gifts. She is domineering and wants to control the relationship but if she has her way, taking the lead will steer you both to the correct approach because she is smart and intelligent and will offer you a long and lasting love, which is the best ingredient for happiness and marriage.

They are highly motivated by love, though they do not want to admit it. But after they are slowly taken in by the partner’s trust, they come out of their shell and open up, and become very loyal, tolerant, possessive and dedicated towards them. They are very romantic and care for their partner deeply. They marry their true love, take the marriage seriously and do everything possible to nurture the relationship and keep it healthy. They don’t want the relationship to be made fun off and are not the first ones to shy away from the relationship or commitment.

You may face some challenges when it comes to dating a Capricorn woman. A Capricorn woman can be fiercely independent and if you are a traditional man, you may find it a bit hard to woo her affectionately, as she wants to be in charge of everything including you. At times the Capricorn woman can also get traditional but is discrete about it. Though she is not selfish, she has certain ways of taking care of things in order to get harmony and maintain a balance in her life. Here are a few suggestions on how to date a Capricorn woman.
A Capricorn woman loves wit and humor, so if you are planning to romance a Capricorn woman, have a good sense of humor and make her laugh with goofy or witty humor. This will help her to relax and open up, and you will also discover her funny side.
If you want to carry on a dialog with a Capricorn woman, choose relevant and meaningful topics that will hold her attention, as Capricorn women are known to love stimulating and interesting conversations. Though she may appear to be shy and hesitant in the beginning, she will finally warm up to you if she knows she can trust you.
Capricorn women expect to be valued and treated in high esteem. So make her feel loved and wanted by showering her with surprises, things that she really requires, and wants and gifts that will genuinely interest her. Be sensible when you get her a gift, specially if you are dating her for the first time. Also remember that you cannot buy her love with gifts that are too flashy or very expensive.
Respect her independence and never crush her leadership qualities as this is what makes her desirable. If you feel that she is taking charge of the relationship, then know that she is willing to share the responsibilities in making the relationship work and she will help you out in figuring out things in a smart and real way.
Capricorn women adore fine arts like theater, art galleries, museums, fancy restaurants and jazz clubs. So if you want to impress your Capricorn woman, take her out on a date to these places and who knows these trips may help you win bonus points.
Practice patience when you are dating this lovely lady as she is passionately caring, responsible, loyal and mysterious and expects the same strong ideals from her man also.

2010-02-23T00:18:00.013+08:00

okay apparently my blog is still so dead despite of my promise!
hahas. life with work definitely hectic, everyday feeling so dead beat):
gosh just couldnt get rid of my serious dark circles, im soo damn deprived of sleep.
oh man! more than hundreds of photos is accumulating waiting for me to upload.
wouldnt it be awesome if blogger came up with a massive photo uploader??!
now i ask myself when can i ever get my post up to date??

anyway HAPPY VALENTINES'S DAY & LUNAR NEW YEAR(:
oh yes. gotten myself red head once again to kick start this cny, loving it!
hopefully e year of tiger would be a much better one for us, horse yea.
so did everyone had a great time visiting & dating at e same time?
well however this cny doesnt seem great for me though, so screwed up!
apparently my mum took away all my ang baos away, isnt this so saddening):
im just so hell upset! initially i was happily looking forward of having some cash to tide me over till my next pay. damn it!!
yet im back to pathetic square one, sooo damn freaking broke now!
no choice gotta endure for 2 more penniless weeks, no doubt it gonna be shitty! i dun wish to sound so sorry for myself but seriously im a grown up already!
my bro's share should be enough, why cant she leave my share alone!
urgh this definitely dampen my cny joyous spirits! and not to mention my genting trip with bestie was canceled! a lonely soul without fail so how nice can it be?

okay mayb its time to face e reality, we are facing some financial crisis currently.
afterall she got no right to lecture me about my spending habits after hearing how she bought 2 fake chanel bags recently. tell me who's e spendthrift one??
i just cant comprehend her actions! i warned her about how easily to be cheated of getting such unauthentic goods online and she totally ignore my advice! i believe in either u can afford getting e authentic or rather nothing at all. she claimed she love e design but im talking about 200bucks! i did my part, just waiting to see for them to arrive. tsk, cant be bothered!

nevertheless on a brighter note, i shall say its fun for e past 1 week running about visiting to different friend's places. went sijie's, nall's dad, richard's, renee's, yuwei's, shaun's, nanny's and mine too. i guess next will be qiu's, nall's mum, amanda's and perhaps aaron teo's?? lol needless to say all we mostly did was gamble e night away! my luck for this year is neither good nor bad, eventually i did lost but im glad its not that much though compared to previous year man.

a lil quick review about what i been up to. cny eve was partying at zouk & powerhouse with joey & her friends but it wasnt really a good night. finally after ages, had a great catch up with my sweetie cousin recently at work. oh boy i enjoyed e Valentine's day movie! its corny yet hilarious, sweet, heartwarming and with a interesting surprised ending. even though i still prefer He's Just Not That Into You but somehow e storyline is very similar. a cute romance comedy u never wanna miss with your loved ones!
spent almost 2 hours just to take off my gel extensions myself and it does hurts a lil, i swear im not going to do any gel nails probably for a long period. oh it totally damaged my weak nails big time man):
alright toodles, plently more pictures will be up soon~

2010-01-30T18:49:00.018+08:00

okay i thought its better to update a long post for e new year before it hits feb!
oh anyway HAPPY 2010, may everyone have a blessed year ahead(:
firstly gotta share a good news for as some may already knew.
well, im back to being OL! like finally no more bumming around, life is been hell busy with my new job:D its actually a temp AA position to cover sherin who went for a 4 months maternity leave. initially almost rejected e offer but they increased my pay so why not! bestie told me nobody says no to extra money, except me-.- lol
never been so caught up with work before! basically my jobscope is overwhelming, consist of soo many different roles and i definitely had learnt quite alot. i swear its not a easy task when especially i will be all alone with no guidance from next week onwards. imagine every month i have to rush out about 70 over people's timesheet?! talking about huge responsibility, their pay is literally in my hands! lol im glad that my boss is a really nice man plus i get to meet many new people too!
but e down side is my working hours is like practically almost 10hours and not to mention i cant run away from OT! ahh told myself all i gotta do to think of my pay cheque & just endure for these few months. yes hopefully i can do it(:

guess this will be a good start for me this year! oh talking about e new year, 2009 had definitely been a fulfilling one! from getting my diploma cert to my second taiwan trip to stepping out into e working society for e first time to exposure of many new experiences and job hopping to being in love for few months and getting over it! somehow felt i had grown up! hahas furthermore my december was awesomee with all those countless of crazy partying & i was sooo wrong about my birthday celebration! last year was indeed special, we had a blast at zouk! never felt so loved with everyone who made e effort to come down just to spend my day(: countdown was great too though it was kinda screwed! okay i will get it updated once i have e time. my post is still forever stuck in november-.-

however one thing i felt indifferent is i missed all those dining out & extravagant shopping trips with mum which she would usually bring us out more often during e end month. and not to mention we didnt went for any snowy holiday this time round, i guess situation had changed. all we had was more tension & argument with me facing e witch at home e entire 2 months, especially with money issues. its just so saddening that she was so insisted of unwilling to fork out any amount to tide me over my jobless period. all she knows is to put e blame on me and kept harping about how evil heartless person i am who took her money. and continue ranting on & on about how pathetic she is and her endless warped logic. lately whenever i saw families around me bonding together during festive seasons like buying xmas gifts and splurging for cny. i cant help but to ponder and think back those days we did had such memorable times too. yes despite that knowing one can never have a luxury life forever, somehow a part of me yearns those days to come back.

well, can say i was such a good girl this whole month, so much lesser late night out! as i was so damn broke and everyone started school already which left me finally got myself busy with job hunting & going for interviews. and also to add on about my social calendar, i had watched quite many good movies to name, dinner & been chilling out with my fave girls every week(: all these lil simple pleasures matters e most instead of just partying e night away. ohh right now all i soo wanna do is clear off all my debts, go for a cny retail therapy and i cant wait to lay my hands on a iphone! yay its time to upgrade my line! and lastly i wanna save up for bangkok trip! oh god how many times did i repeated this already! SAVE UP!

sooo looking forward to chinese new year, as usual gonna go visiting with gfs! and our steamboat gathering plan on e 12th. and genting trip with bestie's family on e 15th & 16th. now after getting my pretty nails done by nall and e recent ikea trip, all i left to do before cny is to colour my hair, trim eyebrows, spring clean my room and fix up my new storage and most importantly a shopping spree is what i really in need(: and e list goes on & on~ so much to do, so lil time!

anyway i was so touched by Xiaxue's interesting love story and e romantic proposal video! omg its just like a fairytale came true and i seriously love her diamond heart wedding ring. gosh its just so pretty! apparently she's just one god damn lucky girl who could actually found such a nice, fine ang mo she met online & eventually happily ever after! i gotta admit her story managed convincing me to doubt of my belief of true love! hahas

some horoscope results i find it so true!
Decisiveness is your keyword for today, Capricorn. Although circumstances may be imposing on your life (and your wallet), you need to stop the situation now, before it goes any further. Indecision simply won't do: it might make the problem worse. You need to set your sights on your objective and act with confidence and certainty. Even if you are feeling a little unsure, and have doubts about making the right move, don't let that vacillation come to the surface, because every once and a while, someone has to cross the fingers and go for it: today that someone is you.
As far as job matters are concerned, Capricorn, don't believe the promises you hear today. It might not be that others are being purposely deceptive; it's entirely possible that what's promised today may fall to forces beyond the control of anyone involved, but one way or another turn out to be something other than what's expected. Follow your instincts and trust your intuition, no matter what others are telling you, but no matter how hard you want to believe in that pie in the sky, remember that it won't be very tasty after it falls.

he's just not that into you, definitely a good read!
lesson learnt! if he isnt calling u at all, then simply move on.
and i realized u just cant trust anyone out there, no one.
dating is fun..even if he doesn't turn out to be mr. right(:
sometimes i wonder isn't it ironic? we ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones that ignore us, love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us.

my new year resolution: figure out my next direction in my life (still in a dilemma over work or school?) & do e best out of it. be more independent, get organized and manage my time well!! start earning my keep & hit e gym more often. lastly i wanna a new reddy camera pleaseee and my driving licence before i hit 21 yeah!

XOXO
with love ♥

2010-01-09T22:27:00.033+08:00

2009-12-21T01:30:00.003+08:00

oh gosh its been more than a month! alright i know my blog is rotting badly, my bad for neglecting them. gotta admit i been a terrible lazy bum, not making e effort to keep it updated. hahas. well as most of u know im back to my bummer lifestyle(: yah im jobless AGAIN! lol. yet im still idling & seriously arent getting my bum off to job hunt. im so in festive mood right now and i just wanna enjoy my hoholidays!
life have never been sooo great lately man. chilling with gfs every other days and not to mention i been much often partying with my babe, e party queen! ahahs.
last week's malaysia trip with qiu's family was awesome indeed! yeah thats our second overseas trip together(: intially i thought malacca and kl will be boring but i guess i was wrong, had fun shopping in new places and definitely nice touring around with qiu. though i didnt get to shop much as i brought only a pathetic 100bucks amount of money): gotta say big thanks to auntie for taking care of all my meals throughout e trip, deeply grateful! nevertheless it was still a fruitful, enjoyable one! i wanna go genting and BANGKOK next!! :D
anyway just got back from bintan today, this is like my third time there-.- apparently we supposed to be going macau but was fully booked. yet mum's last minute pattern simply just booked e bintan trip without my knowledge! and there i went so reluctantly, like being forced to go there again! hahas.
damn it! im like so broke now, my pay was lost): wondering when can i ever get e rest of e money??! many suggested different other ways but i dun wish to make things ugly. nall claimed i got e right to report to MOM, should i? lol. i seriously tired of waiting for my damn pay which suppose to tide me over this festive season but now what am i suppose to do? this is why i said they had such a bad management! tsk! such a bummer man):
christmas is like just in a 5days time, everyone is all busy preparing for it however sadly i got no plans): i seriously dread my bday fall on xmas day!! cant i just born on any other days, it just sucks to be on a public holiday! reckon it will gonna be boring as usual, shall not harbour much. always looking forward yet depressed at e same time at this time of e year. without fail there's only renee bestie had booked me & willing to spend it with me(: love her e best!!
well tml is my advanced bday celebration at kbox, hopefully it will be fun with my 3 lovely best ladies(: oh god i got tons and truckloads of photos to upload. give me some time alright, i will get it done soon i promised:D till then~

2009-11-22T17:28:00.002+08:00

homie throughout e weekends. seriously no mood to go out after my minor ear surgery on sat. its my first time being operated at a part of my body and indeed e numbness totally gave no feelings at all. yet i was so damn afraid and dare not open my eyes during e whole process. hahas. but not until i went home to rest, soon e pain came in slowly bit by bit. its like those sharp excruciating burning sensation that never ends. oh my god. i still remember that particular night i had a crazy hard time sleeping, couldnt turn in until in e morning! despite of all e pain & blood i guess it is worth it though, as im so glad to say goodbye to e lil ugly bump of my ear which grew on me for years. yippee no more abnormal(:FRIDAY
thomson's prata house & Icekimo with Renee bestie(:
THURSDAY
to replace our date we missed out on wed.
headed town with amanda. went ion, heeren, taka & wistma(:
dinner at soup spoon and as usual many catch up & gossips!
got a top from uniqlo, a cotton on legging & some pretty hair accessories with babe(:

WEDNESDAY
sijie was e first to reach & its so sweet of her to buy koi for me. pizza hut delivery with e girls at my place! mum went out for wedding dinner so practically e whole house is filled with our laughter & nonsense! woohoo supposed to watch jennifer's body but sadly we just dunno how to do about with e cable connection to e lappy after many failed attempts. so we ended up watching ch8 instead-.- lol. nevertheless it was a great fun night with them even though we didnt get to watch e movie. its been so long since we had such simple gathering to bond together, lets do this more often man. whose house to crash next? hahas.
TUESDAY
met up linhui in e noon for e IT fair interview which lasted for an hour!
aftermath to J8 for some shopping & lunch with mum, Din Tai Fung my love!
back home. out again for a ride to hub with qiu & nall before meeting Gina for movie, My Gf is an Agent. expected storyline but its quite funny and enjoyable.
and gina came over my place to chill till late(:MONDAY
last day of work yeah! met up Renee at Bugis, dinner at Yoshinoya(:
she's definitely someone i needed to be there after a long bad day at work!
im just so happy that i went for a superb shopping spreee, spent more than $150. stocked up my foundation & new clothes(:
surprisingly even mum supported me & think its a wise decision to leave.
afterall i felt like a sense of relief, a load off my mind~

2009-11-15T17:54:00.010+08:00

SUNDAY
went down to kelly's salon to reborn my fringe(:
yippee im so happy to see my hair all straight again!! hahas.
back home, had KFC delivery for dinner.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY JASON CHUA!! (:

SATURDAY
jason's advanced bday celebration!
cabbed down to vivo's carnivore restaurant to find e guys.
then headed to golden mile's thai disco and we had a blast(:FRIDAY
fake MC to meet up SiJie & Lin Hui at hub for our morning IT fair interview.
but eventually we didnt get it though. lunch at amk S-11.
ah hui fall in love with my shoes which i brought her to buy e exact same(:
headed to town, ran under e rain to cine & heeren. was soaked wet!
shop around while waited for berny, back to cine for my fave egg noodles(:
afterwhich, shop hunting for berny's prom night wear at far east plaza.
not to forget i got myself a cheap 10bucks mondo heels, a top & a dress! :D
we parted ways and so coincidence i saw edel, together she went along with me to meet nall & qiu at Coffee Club(:

then to bishan park's explorer zone to chill out with brain, richard & jenyi(:
i guess its been so long ever since i breakdown infront of my mates.
pretty much unhappy stuffs within a day brought me real down badly man):
when 2 friends working along in a corporate company, no doubt there's bound to have disputes & arguement. and i find it pointless to blame anyone for it.
its all over, therefore i dun wish to mention much but all i can say was utterly disappointed and affected over it. always bear in mind that arrogance wont take you far. nobody else except for my mum ever put me down this way, nevertheless no one got e right to do that to me.
greatly appreciated to all my gfs who stood up for me, especially nall & qiu!
love you girls, at e end of e day u guys really do made me felt so loved & important(: THURSDAY
after work, headed to Central mall to meet Joey to do our nails at her cousin's shop as usual for 2 and half hours! this time round i was charged for my gel acrylic glitter but definitely lower than market price(: i prefer this design so much more, love e simplicity! late dinner at e jap ramen stall i love, thumbs up i must say!
memories still lingers around, which is actually he was e one who brought me there for my first time): joey's friend then came & gave me a ride homee. WEDNESDAY
after work, met amanda for dinner at vivo. Kim Gary HK cafe our fave!! then to Powerhouse for ladies night(: yeah its our first time partying together after many failed attempts, and no doubt we had a good good night! it was definitely indeed crazy with just me & her, all those attention was overwhelming man! hahas. and ever since this started our passion for our ladies night date(: shared cab home 3am~ all i can say i had absolute fun:DTUESDAY
oh yay finally i gotten my pay and given mum money as usual(:
after work, home for dinner and out again to thomson plaza's starbucks to chill with nall, qiu & e guys. even my break-up also can be a big joke e guys enjoyed making fun with, seriously cant stand them! lol-.-

2009-11-08T01:46:00.003+08:00

its time for a update again, i got so much to say man! well, guess i been doing fine. felt myself letting it go & moving on each day. except for e part that i cant help but to be reminded of him time after time. e places we went, e things he said and even his scent. so why is everyone using davidoff perfume?! no doubt i gotta admit i do misses. but eventually those msgs he sent recently proves me many things and i thank god it ended. maybe i shall say its a sense of relieve. hahas. babe said im so much better off without him and i cant deny it. there's nothing to fuss & to make my life miserable. back to my good old days(: i wonder what is in store for me next?!

been caught up with work & occupied myself with many dates after work until mum doesnt even bother to cook my dinner nowadays! hahas. and i think im getting fatter with sitting all day long in e office facing e com for 9 hours. and especially working with gwen who is forever eating, my stomach will never be left hungry with her around who is so lucky with such a maid to prepare breakfast everyday. she will never fail to tempt me with her egg mayo bread or those many tibits she brought from home! LOL i wanna go for a jog or probably badminton soon!

lately been back home late so often that im so deprived of rest, a beauty sleep is needed to get rid my hideous dark panda eyes): but ironically i was cooped at home for e past 2 previous weekends. unfortunately my only 2 off days is such a pathetic one with no plans at all. however i guess my next weekend will be a great one uh! as amanda babe had taken a week off & she gonna spend it with me(: yay, how sweet can she be!

anyway i so wanted to go supperclub but i missed it again! another time perhaps. im just soo broke right now, wonder when e hell i will ever get my pay?! took cab 3 times within this week, really cant afford to continue this way! so much to buy, so many places to go yet too lil money): oh my hands is itchy for a shopping spreee yet again & i so wanna go Bangkok sooo superb badly man!! hopefully i could plan a trip for next year yeah! im currently so into holiday mood!

next event on my calendar will be e kitty lab at spore expo, 14th - 19th nov 09!! woohoo:D im getting uber excited over it, though i heard e tickets was kinda ex. calling out all hello kitty fans like me, you will never wanna miss this special exhibition. http://www.kittylab.com.sg/ aww its gonna be so adorable, like a dream come true(: so who interested in coming along with me?? hahas. oh ya, before i forget i will be going for a holiday trip with qiu for e second time yea! with her family to malaysia during dec, gotta save up for that too eh(:

currently im so obsessed with 3 different kinds of drama which all are so engaging - Gossip Girls, Mooncake Resonance, East of Eden(:
i must say 家好月圓 is one of e best hk dramas that impressed me so much. it definitely brings u a roller coaster ride of emotions, which making me crying & laughing at e same time! love e storyline, e plot & everything. e most important thing is it did taught me many inspiring lessons about e meaningful bond about family ties & life values and wisdom that is always happening around us everyday. really envy their united family warmth!

SATURDAY
finally i was out on a sat to town with amanda after her work(:
caught a movie, Love Happens. kinda disappointed though.
wasnt a romantic sweet love story i expected, instead its more on talking about how a guy getting over his wife death with e help of this random girl he met at e hotel lobby. okay love did happened but it doesnt elaborate e love sparks between them. afterall its not so bad, quite a few touching moments though. think its only worth for a weekday ticket uh.
aftermath, went take to grab a bite & slack at our usual corner. after a long decision, we ended up at thomson's liquid kitchen to chill and chit-chat(:
home 1.30am. even though it might be just a simple night out, nevertheless it was a enjoyable one. thanks babe for being there when i always needed someone. she's e one who made me believe she's different from others. looking forward to our party date next week.
lets forget all e troubles & i know u can let it go over time. love you~

FRIDAY
took half day leave at 4pm. and its was so sweeet to see qiu, nall & richard who came all e way to tanjong pajar just to wait for me to knock off to accompany me to mdis for my interview(: well, i sent in my resume for e universal studio which is opening at sentosa next year, hopefully they will get back to me. i thought it will be a fun working environment!

thanks richard's for e 28bucks cab fare which took us a freaking long journey to his house to grab soccer stuffs and to e usual soccer court. lol. had a great heartalk with e girls and to nall's place a while. back to e court waited for ric, brian and dickson for dinner at newton as nall been craving for all those yummy bbq seafood. not to mention me as well!
after which, chill at bishan park's explorer zone with nall & ric before home.

sometimes i asked myself why am i always e one accomodating others?
sometimes i asked myself who am i to tolerate with all those attitudes?
sometimes i asked myself why am i always e one making e effort to ask & plan?
THURSDAY
was a good girl to head home straight after work with gwen.
apparently its not a good thing afterall. thought i could have a nice rest at home but never did i expect for a huge fight, argument with mum over a spoilt brat and my pay. sometimes i wish my bro never existed in my life, sometimes i felt my hatred for him is beyond words. its just getting too much!
im always treated like a fool who will never have a say that is left being outcast.
what i wanna is a escape, a breakfree from all these harsh cruel reality):
a begger got no right to choose - this hurts me deeply hard right into my heart!

WEDNESDAY
gwen on MC which left me alone again, stayed in during lunch):
after work, to town for my usual date with amanda.
went far east plaza for chicken rice, catch up & shop around.
we both got e same shoes again but this time in different colours(:
& face masks too which recommended by nu ren wo zui da. home 10plus.
i knew its was her but i just act nonchalant cause i dun have e courage to face e fact that she's once e girl who we shared e same guy.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SHAUN LEE(:
TUESDAY
after work, to hub for My Sister's keeper with nall, qiu, adnan & richard(:
thumbs up!! a god damn touching & meaningful storyline. heart-warming yet heart-breaking at e same time which is definitely a tear-jerker that will overwhelmed you with whole lot of emotions! totally made me & nall sobbing uncontrollably in e cinema. hahas. i swear its one of e best moving flim i ever watch that seriously melted my heart, u will never wanna miss this! i seriously wouldnt mind watching it again.
aftermath, dinner at mac & heartalk with nall. soo much to catch up!
hopefully nall love will be happier after making such a painful hard decision!
please take good care of yourself regardless of what will happen(:
damn it! so careless of me lost my precious ear-piece):MONDAY
went amk hub after work for dinner at nebo cafe with mum & bro.
before our MJ movie, This is It! find it kinda bored at e back,
but MJ was awesomee though. overall i can say its a excellent tribute that is worth to watch MJ for e last time.
back home. had a great long chat on e phone with dear Ting about her upcoming taiwan trip, gave her many useful tips(: hope she & her bf had a wonderful anni holiday trip!SUNDAY
dinner with family at downstairs S-11 & bought some daily stuffs.
its been a while since all e 5 of us online to gossip together on msn, such a nice feeling(:SATURDAY
well, i supposed to go for my ear surgery but i missed it:X so postpone it to e 21th(:

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE:D

FRIDAY
so did u guys enjoyed yr halloween? well, mine was a awesome great one! can say it was a special experience to me as this year is my first time celebrating it yea(:
after work, dinner at hub's foodcourt before off to Night Safari with sijie, qiu, adnan, mum & bro as planned. woohoo~ though e rain was kinda spoilt mood!

first was e 40mins tram ride, looking at animals in e dark-.- lol.
next was e damn forest trail & bridge of no return! omg, this is where we literally freaked out & screamed our heads off like nobody business!! ahahas. didnt expect qiu was e most coward one, she was so afraid that she just hide behind us & doesnt want to move at all. and we will always kana attacked & stuck in e middle! its was hell hilarious thinking back:D not to mention even ah jie's sandals gave way due to my clumsiness while bro was e classic one who totally ran away & cried like a baby! LOL and screw that silly mean blue face monster who sneaked up on me & gave me a huge scare! he was like so happy to see me shouted out loud, wth!
lastly, we went for e interesting animal show before rushed off as ah jie's dad came fetched us home 1am. too bad we didnt get to take tons of pics as we were more on busy freaking out. nevertheless i had a amazing fun time, thanks girls for spending your halloween eve with me:D
we shall go back again next year with my other girlfriends(:
THURSDAY
after work, met Joey at Lucky Plaza for Pizza hut. as she gotten a free reg pizza voucher(: we both were happily update each other about our break-up stories which so coincidence falls on e same day! hahas. then to FarEast, took out my hair extensions. felt so much better but im pretty upset with e hell lot of hair loss): joey was craving for snow-ice at Slice and home.

WEDNESDAY
oh ya, me & gwen met up with eleena for lunch at Soup Spoon as it was her first day working at that area too. its been ages since i last hang out with her!
after work, back to amk hub for dinner with qiu. had my fave fish soup mini steamboat! met renee to pass her stuff & home.

TUESDAY
OT till 8pm & down to town to find amanda for dinner at cine's Shokudo(:
shop around & bought dear ting's belated bday pressie!
needless to say we had tons of catch up & gossips before home 11.30pm.

MONDAY
after work, headed back to Hougang mall with gwen.
met renee & her mum(: thanks auntie for e treat at Pepperlunch.
catch up with bestie over her ever happening story & walked around~

FRIDAY
was so down & moody at work, called up renee in e toilet and breakdown real hard unknowingly. for e first time, i let emotions take over me. i just cant help it.
after work, had dinner at amk MOF with renee & qiu.
im in lovee with their ice-cream, yummmy:D
renee went home while qiu came over my place for some heartalks & she specially accompanied me even untill after her curfew(: thank you girls for standing by & e effort of trying to cheer me up when i was all out of love.
appreciated lots, at least im blessed to have them by my side!

p.s pardon me for my terrible long wordy post. i dunno whats wrong with me being so naggy & long-winded with this update. i just got e mood to state everything out^-^

2009-11-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

What's your personality love style? find it kinda true though(:

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight, you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

The first time you meet a person with Capricorn horoscope, they may appear aloof, but what they really are, is cautious.Capricorns interests are in art, theater, music, and in their own career. Usually they are drawn to people who are intellectually stimulating and they seek a partner who will fit into their realm of life. People with Capricorn horoscope prefer to discuss serious subjects, however, will always be there to listen to a problem. People born under Capricorn Sign appreciate luxury, although, they don't like splurging to make an impression. They feel that money is a serious issue that spells out security.
Capricorns tend to be dominating and are not easy to win over. They also expect to be pursued and not be the pursuers. If you're going on a date with this zodiac, make sure you're prompt. If you say you'll be there at a certain time, be there. They are intolerant to people who say something and do something else.
If you have a tendency to let your emotions rule you, then you may want to keep looking for someone else, since People born with Capricorn Sign can come across as cool and reserved. As they take a common sense approach in almost everything they do, it will be included in their relationship. They want to be cherished, honored, loved and respected. In return, passion will run deep and you will have a loving lasting relationship.

2009-10-25T01:25:00.003+08:00

so finally here is my TIOMAN trip photos~
20th - 22th oct 09. left house as early in e morning 6am!
a 4 hours bus journey & another 2 hours ferry ride to & back, totally shag!
too bad i missed out e snorkeling part, it seems fun luh):
gotta admit their beach is so beautiful & with e water so damn clear:D
afterall, as u can see its just a simple getaway for me. nothing much uh.
i literally just kept myself busy cam-whoring as usual! hahahs.
im lazy to type anything else so let e pics do e talking ya~

2009-10-24T02:27:00.000+08:00

my sat was spent idling infront e com, surfing e net aimlessly e entire day.
im supposed to sort out my pics & update yet i done none of it.
i seriously got no idea how did i spend my day rotting just like that.
its been a week since i online & 80 over mails in my inbox awaiting to clear!
well, just got back from my Tioman trip with family(: 20th - 22th oct.
with many deadly itchy swollen mozzie bites that is irritating me so much!
it was kinda bored as there isnt much activities to do and when especially so unfortuntate i had my reds too, couldnt get into e water throughout e 3 days):
but afterall i take it as a great getaway, from work & everything.
will update my cam-whoring pics & never-ending past post soon ya. hahs.

its all over, back to old square one~
e day i came back, that thursday night 2am.
i thought u would be worried that i went missing, unreachable.
i thought i was right by not telling u about my trip.
i thought e first msg received will be yours when i was back.
i thought i was strong and will be.
i thought it was easy giving up.
i thought its better for me to initiate first.
i thought we could talk things out.
i thought i will never cry over such a heartless guy.
i thought u would hold me back & never let go.
i thought u would try to salvage everything.
i thought u would never leave me.
i thought u could be trusted.
i thought u took our relationship seriously.
i thought u would at least felt a lil remorseful.

yet i got none of these, u agreed instead.

all u wanted was to be friends or with no status.

u didnt even bother to ask for or to say a explaination.

u made me felt like i was e cause of everything happened.

with no argument at all & there u left me all alone full of doubts.

u just shut me off with e msg, i can never ever figure u out.

for e last time, i was utterly disappointed & speechless.

perhaps i was too naive to even harbour such thoughts all along!

i asked myself what if i never go malaysia or did told u about it.

will things still ended up this way i wonder?

now i know what is 'easier said than done' really meant.

no matter how hard i tried, he still lingers on my mind.

i never imagine that actually how much i do misses him.

maybe we shouldnt start in e first place, so wrong.

u walk into my life & open me up with your sincerity.

yet u could end it all so easily just like that.

yes i know i might not done enough or had not been a good gf.

but what am i exactly to u, apparently i meant nothing to u at all.

am i that worthless to receive back such treatment.

had never been so helpless and deeply hurt before.

however im thankful for those happy memories we had.

perhaps its all predestined, we are not meant for each other.

when two person collide, there is only unhappiness.

unknowingly im overwhelmed with tears as im typing.
isnt i am such a loser uh, get over it jasreen!!
its so tiring, guess all i need is time.
singlehood is still e best yea(:
life still goes on~

it struck me hard that fairytales & love story doesnt happen in reality!

2009-10-19T23:16:00.005+08:00

SUNDAY
its been so long since i went town together with them man!
headed to Bugis with Qiu, accompanied her for her late lunch.
& so coincidence saw eric gin for e first time. hahas. what i call fated(:
went over to Haji Lane for some window shopping.
got myself a jumpsuit & qiu got herself a sweet top too(:
left in e evening to cine for movie, 500 days of summer with Renee.
its slow, funny, sweet & meaningful yet unique love story.
no doubt its a interesting romance show that people can relate to it.
overall, i enjoyed it. it made me believe about fate & destiny!
aftermath, met up nicole after her movie to HK cafe.
eat, chit-chat, cam-whore & we girls shared cab home~
what a awesome yet simple outing spent with them!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY AARON TEO e lil boy(:

yes i was homie on saturday as usual.

& again i thought we would meet up but...

damn am i that pathetic or what!

i was still coughing badly though):

FRIDAY
was on MC, down with flu & sore throat since wed):

went to see our family doctor & had ba kut teh in e morning with mum & bro.

bill came up a whopping $90! also dunno why mum wanna waste money when both of them arent that serious. lol-.- stock up medicine uh.

oh i finally get to consult that special surgeon doctor about that ugly bump on my ear which i gonna have my lil surgery on e 31th. in fact im quite nervous about it, its gonna be my first time my skin being cut:X

but i been waiting for ages to get rid of it so i still gotta go for it!

back home to rest & nap e entire afternoon~

after dinner at home, out to chill at amk hub's mos with Sijie despite i was sick(: its been almost 2 weeks since i last met her, so much to catch up! saw junxiang, chiajet & one of their friend couldnt get seats so e kind us shared with them(: lol.

went watsons to get my cleanser & maybelline gel eyeliner before head home.

& not to mention i gotten my 1 week pay at last, thanks gwen for e transfer yea:D

hopefully it might tide me over till next pay since its already middle of e month!

THURSDAY

gwen was on MC therefore i was left busy alone even though i was sick too.

lol. we see each other everyday till can fall sick together. home after work.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY FULIN(:

WEDNESDAY

after work, headed to town for my date with amanda(:

dinner at taka B1 e japan stall before we chit-chat at our fave spot outside.

had a terrible running nose, babe went to party while bf fetched me home 10pm.

TUESDAY

ended work very late so didnt managed to meet renee!

back to amk met up with qiu & nall instead, went MOF to chill.

anyway congrats to my dearest nall's pregnancy, im happy for ya:D

bf came, sent them home & accompanied him to ECP carl's jr for his late dinner. went rounding to marina bay, passby my work place to show him & lastly to mount faber. we had fun playing e binoculars, enjoying e beautiful night scenary. i felt loved once again as he was so sweet as before but it doesnt matter anymore.

MONDAY

back home after work. wanted to see doctor but it was fully booked.

out at 10pm with bf to meet e couple at sembawang.

played with their new lil doggy, chatted at e coffeeshop & home 2am.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to darling Ting(:

SATURDAY

went party at Powerhouse to celebrate ting's advanced bday(:

got myself so tipsy unlike bday girl who was so drunk. hahas.

too bad meiwei couldnt make it or it will be even fun):

bf came almost 3am, went rounding & home 6am!

and i met a weirdo old man when i was my way out to find bf! -.-

FRIDAY

lunch was a nice one, a japan food stall at tanjong pajar hawker(:

was OT again, bus with qiu to thomson prata house with nall & jiahao.

then we girls accompanied qiu's sis for her dinner at her house coffeeshop.

catch up and got a ride home from nall~

THURSDAY

after work, back to amk with qiu for Astons as she been craving and home(:

WEDNESDAY

we brought qiu to e railway station for lunch as she didnt believe us! lol

after work, as usual met up amanda at cine. had my fave egg noodles(:

shop around & we catch up over mos milk tea at taka outside.

TUESDAY

qiu came to work along with us to help out for just 4 days(:

its was much fun, & i got company during e journey to and back.

after work, back to amk with both girls to buy our fave koi!

headed home for dinner, was so broke that i was in quite a debt):

MONDAY

after work, had a nice dinner with Gina at Marina Sq's Pizza hut.

catch up, shop around & its so sweet of her to walk home with me(:

aww misses those times when we stayed just e next blk of each other~

2009-10-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

yes i know its been almost a month so here is my hardcore mass update(:
had a hard time uploading these truckloads of pics! dun mind if this post is lag.
its october already! how time flies for me lately, & soon its gonna be end-year.
oh ya i wanna spend my halloween at night safari which i missed out last year!
so is there anyone interested too or who wanna bring me go?! hahas.

anyway didnt managed to work at super import night, last minute canceled):
while lately been caught up with my new job and celebrated a few birthday parties(:
im done with those pressie hunting & cant wait for my next pay cheque!!
i need to shop for e things in my list & not to forget my eye-liner is running out. lol

working along with gwen at tanjong pajar still not bad with each other company.
was so busy & trying hard to learn from her which everything seems so new to me.
however i find myself not interested in shipping line that much & i gotta admit its not a good thing to work with your close friends when conflict might arise easily.
lets see how things go uh, i guess gotta stick with this till i got a better offer.
im so deprived of sleep man, sadly my heavy eye bags are getting more obvious!
im missing school days badly, should i really go for a degree next year i wonder?
things with him isnt that great though. kept myself occupied with plenty of outings.
is it my fault that things arent going right. im seriously tired & miserable):
but he never seem to realize, yet i just couldnt have e courage to let go.

SUNDAY
homie e entire day. supposed to go over renee's place for dinner.
but mum cooked my fave dishes too, sorry renee):

SATURDAY
met Joey at Central mall, did my gel acrylic nails at her cousin's shop for 3 whole hours(: its my first time doing artificial nails and im loving my bling mails even though its in pink! hoepfully this will last me at least a month & save my manicure fee.
anyway its complimentary as she wanna practice on her skills, so happy uh:D
headed to balestier, waited for mum & bro for an hour for dinner together.
had e famous loy kee chicken rice before i went over to shaw plaza for movie, Surrogates with e guys. jason, jenyi, funyong, dickson.
interesting & amusing storyline but ending was kinda lousy!
aftermath, to bishan park cafe as e guys watched soccer. home 3am~
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival(:

added e tip on my own(:FRIDAY
after work, went tpy for a interview before met qiu & nall at amk hub.
dinner at Pepperlunch & to thomson's liquid kitchen to chill.
richard & jiahao came along. chit-chat & home 12plus.
THURSDAY
was seriously broke therefore missed amanda's date this week):

WEDNESDAY
supposed to go for company dinner but gwen last minute back out so home after work.

TUESDAY
after work, headed to gwen's house to watch fann & chris wedding show.
but i prefer michelle & shaun's wedding which is so much more touching & real!
saw guoren selling pots & wok at hougang mall made me LOL. hahas.
went K-Box for singing session & celebrated Renee's bday(: home 2am.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO RENEE BESTIE!!!
hope u enjoyed yourself though u only had a cupcake instead of a cake!
MONDAY
headed back to amk after work, dinner at Astons with qiu while waited for renee!
last minute decision of watching movie, Fame! a meaningful, fun musical film.
totally amazed by their entertaining performance, even though i was expecting more.
overall im still impressed, love e sound effects! qiu left first while i spent renee's first hour of her bday with her at my house nearby mac to chill & catch up(:
SUNDAY
headed town with Joey. had chicken rice at Far East Plaza.
gotten nall's bday pressie before to Slice for some ice dessert(:
e dumb me took a loop bus service & it took almost 2 hours to reach balestier to find mum & bro at mad bar. i fcuking realized that i should just cross opp to take e bus instead.
lol. was damn moody man, this stupid action of mine seriously spoilt my night!
then bf came fetch me to kallang mac with his friends. home 1am.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO NALLUR LOVE!!!
even we didnt get to celebrate your bday this year, but im sure u had a good time with your hogan uh. stay sweet & happy forever with him(:
FRIDAY
after work, gwen & renee accompanied me to amk ave 10 to get e bday cake.
they both left when nall came, sijie & yuan picked us up to richard's place.
his BBQ bday party(: hope we did managed to surprise him with e lychee cake!
eat; drink; crap; laugh; gamble; cam-whore; sleep. cabbed home 9am in e morning!!
as u can see poor yushi got himself wasted & gotta clear e mess he caused. lol
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RICHARD e LOSER!!!
and happy 2nd month baby~ but its seem nothing at all.THURSDAY
after work, went Chinatown with gwen for Koi & trim my eyebrows(:
gotten renee's bday pressie & back home for dinner.
out again with bf & his friends to katong scissors curry rice stall.
chatted till 1am, car wash & home~
WEDNESDAY
after work, to Bugis for duck rice & some shopping with amanda(:
got a top from bugis street & e Charles & Keith bag i been eyeing for so long!
catch up a while before train home 11pm. im so happy for you babe:D
TUESDAY
its my first day of work, met gwen & went together(:
after work, headed to amk hub for a movie date with renee.
The Ugly Truth is god damn nice man! freaking hilarious.
literally laughed my ass off, its definitely a must-watch!
love how they talked about e true reality in relationships(:
had pepperlunch before home. enjoyed myself ^-^
MONDAY
spent my public holiday at home spring-clean my room & changed bedsheets(:

SUNDAY
finally finished watching Gourmet, a nice drama about food, family & love.
night, brought my bro out to hub for movie, G-Force with renee & yoyo(:
its my virgin 3-D experience, love e graphic effects! storyline is cute & interesting.
but this film is more for e kiddos uh. hahas. dinner at mos burger.
after which renee brought her sis to my place to play and left about 1am.

bf came fetched me with his dog along to bishan prawning to find his friends.
went upper seletar for a dog walk before home 5am. we chatted till 9am!
SATURDAY
out with bf at night, my treat at kallang KFC.
went over to D'zess pub at jalan besar to join his usual friends.
aftermath, to geylang with e couple for soyabean & e guys had jackfruit.

FRIDAY
headed to Central mall with Qiu for dinner at Pasta de Waraku(:
we ordered so much untill so bloated, lucky i got e 20bucks voucher.
then to Cathay met gwen & renee, wanted to watch movie but was full):
we ended up at Holland V, brought them to 2AM dessert bar.
had much fun & laughter, indulge into those yummy sinful cakes(:
cabbed home 1am but out again with mum to Blueberry pub with her friends.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO QIU RUI BUD!!!
THURSDAY
went over to gwen's workplace for lunch & an interview to be her assistant. lol
after which, met Joey at tiong bahru to check out about PSB school.
bus to town, gotten myself a new pump shoes from far east plaza.
went to DFS galleria to look for joey's bf pressie before dinner at Taka B1.
bought 2 mini cakes from pine garden & back home waited for gwen & nall.
headed over to qiu's place to give her a surprise(: & its somehow successful!
WEDNESDAY
out at 4pm to Bugis with amanda. went temple to pray & taken a good lot(:
babe brought me to see a fortune teller & whatever she said is kinda true.
she did said things that somehow inspired me and that im still young, should be enjoying my life right now & not to worry about such things. as i still got a long way to go & not let my thoughts wander around. if its really meant to be mine, it will be.
gosh, spent almost a $140! had a fruitful shopping spree at bugis street(:
wanton mee for dinner & got qiu's bday pressie at M)phosis too.
then over to arab street cafe to chill, chit-chat & had some soup.
bf came fetched us home 12 plus. what a happy shopping trip i had:D
TUESDAY
renee & nicole came over my place to slack & gossiping over guys!
then to hub with renee for our movie, I Love You, Beth Cooper.
typical chick flick but seriously lame, shallow boring storyline):
disappointed, isnt that nice as what we expected. lucky its a 6bucks ticket!
aftermath, cabbed to commonwealth to accompnay renee to do errands.
met gwen at Kovan for dinner before to her place to slack. web-cam madness!
MONDAY
finally get to meet up Gina at town, ever since her bday (:
went Taka kinokuniya, dinner at Pasta Cafe, watsons & back to amk.
met up with amanda, supposed to go drinking with e guys but they MIA.
so we chill out at mac & had our usual heartalks instead. home 2am.
babe dun cry over someone who is not worth your tears at all, get over it(:
SUNDAY
out at 8pm and met qiu & bf to Suntec IT fair & surprise renee(:
its was crowded man! chill & chat over at Starbucks while waited for renee.
e couple left while we both headed over to thomson for Prata house.
mum & emily auntie came fetched me for another round of supper & home.
overdue pics with Ting at natas travel fair~

2009-09-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

well, im back to my bummer lifestyle(: idle idle and idle!!
been sleeping after 4am & getting up at after 2pm routine! e same old habit!
guess am not intending to find a job for a period, probably until next month.
as i will be working at this year's Super Import Night once again with gfs(:
this annual event will be held at Singapore Expo, 18-21 Sept 2009~

currently in sucha holiday mood. enjoying every moment of it.
and especially when i got e cash with me! lol. SHOPPING:D
but on e other hand i think e amount is getting lesser each day:X

as usual september is also e month that my pocket will be burn a hole.
yes its time for me to pressie hunting for those dearest sept babies.
and not to forget to plan for their upcoming bday surprises yay(:

lately i realized im always home on saturday! why is that so):
still as unsure and unsecure, tired of all these mixed up emotions!
im losing faith to carry on this further. no assurance at all.
your love, concern and time is all i ask for. is that so difficult?

FRIDAY
out at 5pm, met Sijie & bf at amk hub. went to activate my OCBC card.
to soccer court, e usual place. this time nall & qiu came along too.
its been quite long since i met qiu, tons of catch up with her(:
had fish soup noodles at e coffeeshop with e guys. back home 11pm.

out again at 2AM with my crazy bf and his friend to play L4D at a 24hours lan shop near cuppage road. played for almost 3 hours until i cannot take it man!!! hahas.
felt nauseous and headache! bf & his friend laughed at me & said im weak):
mayb playing for a hour or so is fun but i seriously dun understand how those guys can stare at e com e entire day happily killing zombies and not feeling sick at all.
tsk! appearently gaming isnt our girls kind of thing! im still noob as ever!
went to pump petrol, car wash before home 6am. superb shag-.-zZz

THURSDAY
was a good girl, homie e whole day(: if not mum will start her never-ending nagging of me going out everyday and never eat her cooking.
my fave american next top model show is back. yeah!!

WEDNESDAY
09.09.09 on this special date, spent my evening with amanda at town.
went Hypnosis find yeeleng. bought a dress, top and shorts from her. 30% off(:
there goes my 100bucks): then teppanyaki at wistma food republic.
walked ion before to fareast plaza and i got my brown sandals.
we both bought e same magic bubble peeling from Etude House, they even gave out cute freebies like e furry ball pen & lee min ho's poster! who wants it??

lastly, to Canele for drinks & our endless talks. we had make it a point to have a date every week! im glad to keep our friendship so close as before this way even after graduated from mdis so long though. thanks for being there when i needed a listening ear. see ya next wed which is our very own ladies night(: loves
surprisingly bf came to fetch us, sent babe home & to thomson met his buddy & gf a while before home 1am.

p.s pardon me for my many cam-whoring moments in this post(;
TUESDAY
supposed to go for my comex show training but i overslept & missed it-.-
there goes my $$$): i could have just go but i dun wish to work alone anyway!
mum & bro came back from their trip while renee's parents went malaysia.
which means she gotten one day freedom & so she came my place at midnight.
to mad bar with mum along. had drinks, bbq chicken wings & cup noodles(:
it was a very quiet night, not much people. cabbed home 2am.
and for e first time in 7 years, bestie sleepover at my place! wees:D MONDAY
woke up at 3pm to see my crazy mum & bro setting off to desaru for a last minute one day short trip. lol of cause i didnt went along with them!!
met renee to J8. dinner at Pizza hut as i was craving for their new pasta!
shop around, got my make-up remover and back home.
bf came over my place, watched dvd - The Ghost Game. & he left 2am.

SUNDAY
supposed to attend eleena's bday party but i couldnt make it in time. sorry!
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEENA(:
because i got a date with dear nall to taka for e lion dance competition.
went along to see with her mum & grandma as she gotten another VIP ticket.
its been ages since we both head to town together man. dinner at Ajisen(:
i was least interested in lion dance but i was amused by their performance afterall.
bf came with his doggy, gave them a ride and home.
SATURDAY
was bored at home using com, eating mac delivery & watching Gourmet(:
out of sudden at 3AM, bf offered to fetch mum & janet auntie from mad bar.
came pick me up & to geylang for soyabean. home 6am!

FRIDAY
as you can see im back to e nerd girl image): went to trim my fringe.
night, to soccer court & catch up with Sijie. sorry for being so late!
dinner at amk S-11, bian mian with e couple & lin hui too.
its been long since i last saw her uh! bought our fave koi.

finally met up with bf after more than a week!
he went home to feed his precious dog first, pump petrol & car wash.
then to geylang bought fruits & to a pub at jalan besar to meet his friends.
chill around with some of their gfs. home 4am~

THURSDAY
cabbed to river valley for e IT comex show interview at 3pm.
aftermath to Central mall met Joey to do our nails at her cousin's shop!
Lacquered Nails #02-16, nice comfy ambience with good skills & services.
walked over to Chinatown as joey craving for frog leg porridge. home 10pm.
watched 'Fated to love you' online with mum, she liked e drama too. lol
WEDNESDAY
mum went hub & takaway dian xiao er's duck for my lunch(:
cabbed to hougang to play badminton with renee. gwen came along!
home 10.30pm. nall came over my place to use e toilet & chatted for a hour before we continue our catch up on e phone. this shows how long we never meet up!

oh ya. my pay cheque bank in & gave $200 to mum(:
it might sound very lil or seem nothing at all but this is my first time of contribute my hard earn money to e family. nevertheless i felt a sense of fulfillment & so happy being such a filial daughter! hahas. self-praise! >.<

2009-09-03T08:49:00.000+08:00

okay its SEPTEMBER already! i know i gotta update before my blog rots!
dunno why, recently i just dun have e mood to blog about anything.
many happenings, many problems bothering me, im so screwed up):
kept myself occupied, chilling out almost everyday for e past 1 week.
oh ya. been hanging out with e guys for e past 4 consecutive days! lol.
to my surprise e guys do click very well with any gfs i brought along.
well, at least im blessed that i still have my dearest friends as company.

TUESDAY
headed to Peace Centre for a interview of a recruitment company.
met up Amanda at Cathay for early dinner at Astons(:
bus to Bugis Street for some shopping but i didnt buy anything though.
then to Haji Lane, chill & chatted over drinks at Blue Jab Cafe.
had a enjoyable date with my babe! back home 11.30pm , telly~

i must say their Mango smoothie is soo good:D
MONDAY
its my last day of work again! & i managed not to take cab(:
lol. was seriously broke man but yay i gotten my pay cheque!!
woohoo! anyway i was so surprised that my boss is so kind to give me a full month pay even i only worked for 3 weeks! obviously im just so happy man:D
met gwen after work & train home together.
chatted on e phone with renee for 2 hours, slept 4am.

SUNDAY
out at 7 pm to United Sq, Starbucks to slack with shaun, jenyi & dickson.
waited for richard and to J8 for movie with him & jenyi(:
The Proposal was funny & entertaining! thumbs up!
totally made me laughed throughout:D home 12am.SATURDAY
went Spore Expo for e NATAS travel fair with peiting & richard too(:
cause ting wanna book her taiwan trip in nov for her sweet anni! *envy*
while we wanna check out about our genting trip during ric's bday.
we literally spent a whole afternoon there. lunch at BurgerKing.

aftermath, to novena with richard to find e guys.
but eventually all went home for dinner so only left pathetic me & ric.
so coincidence sijie & yuan came to meet us after their dinner.
tinghao came & we went mingles. no money to eat so chatted with sijie(:
and that stupid ric happily making fun of me with areoplanes! -.- lol
e guys asked me along to yuwei's place to watch soccer, boring!
so i was a good girl, headed home early instead.
FRIDAY
after work, headed back to amk and bought Koi to soccer court e usual place.
tons of catch up with SiJie(: gossipgirls! then to coffeeshop with e guys.
richard came my place to bath as he was lazy to go home.
he even wore my shirt can! wanted to watch movie but no midnight timing):
and they actually dragged until 2AM to finally decide on where to go.
apparently they are more worse than us girls. lol. so fickle minded!
guess what?! -.- ended up we went mac to chill with both 2 shauns, home 5am.

THURSDAY
eleena came my work place for interview as i recommended(:
and yes she got e job. its been ages since i last met her!
OT a hour after work before to plaza sing met gwen meanwhile before she went for her dinner treat and i met Joey. shared fish soup steamboat at foodcourt.
walked over to Cathay to meet e guys & waited jenyi to knock off.
i was being forced to decide on a place so suggested to Mad Cafe(:
mum came along and treat them which what they waiting for! stingy guys! lol.
eat, drink, chill, crap, home 3am. anyway we planning for a genting trip^-^
WEDNESDAY
after work, movie session with amanda at J8. Orphan.
plot is interesting & thrilling that kept us in suspense.
enjoyed it though its seriously gruesome & creepy!
this flim literally will let you freaking hate this girl, esther!! lol.
late dinner at Subway. & so coincidence saw shaun , funyong & jenyi.
they insisted on joining them to Raffles City, chill at 24 hours Starbucks.
heartalk with babe and crap with e guys after so long never meet!
home 3am. thanks fy and jy for 40bucks cab fare treat(:TUESDAY
flooded with last minute work, OT till 7pm.
was in e cab to serangoon gardens for dinner with gwen & renee.
bf called and asked me alight at amk, he came fetched me there(:
dinner together at chomp chomp. sent e girls and home 10.30pm.

for e first time, he freaked me out! i knew he is in a foul mood.
but afterall i was left utterly disappointed once again):
your heck care attitide and insensitiveness is sucha turned off.
didnt even bother to mention anything about it, i dun expect much.
but is it just so difficult to reply back. im sick of these hot n cold feelings!
perhaps it doesnt meant anything to you but its a big deal to me.
i felt unappreciated, i felt neglected, i felt miserable, i felt insecure.
yet u seems to know nothing, at all. as if everything is perfectly fine.
e more u act nonchalant, e more i find it meaningless to talk it out.
i may appear not to be bothered, i pretended, i feign ignorant.
i might be sceptical but i do care & take things seriously.
i dun wish to delude myself nor let my thoughts wander around.
however somehow all these made me realized e trust is still isnt there):
nothing is perfect in this world and i dun harbour much expectations.
as fate brought us together like a miracle, i told myself not to give up so easily.
what i really do hope is to work things out as time passes by each day.
anyway i still wanna say Happy 1st Month Baby(: love you~

SUNDAY
stuck at home with those dreadful cramps):
mum ordered mac delivery, 2 Happy meals specially for mee(:
SATURDAY
mum & bro out e whole day to NDC asked about bro's braces and movie at vivo.
yet they didnt even called me along): while i rot at home alone!
lucky e dentist said its still early for bro to do braces. if not i will be damn depressed man! she jolly well knew how much i wanted it since young. but she only care about her precious son! why is life so unfair! ya she thinks my bro need it more than me!
please just dun ever let me see my bro do it before me!! urgh!

night, went out to pray for 7th month with bf & his mum for e first time(:
was so nervous man! after waited so long for his turn to ask some stuffs.
went to braddell mac eat Happy meal with his buddy along.
to bf's place till e rain stops, home 5am.FRIDAY
after work, met gwen, qiu and her friends to train back together.
went amk mac eat Happy meal before to qiu's house with cherie(:
THURSDAY
woke up earlier in e morning to have mac breakfast with renee bestie(:
home after work. its haven even end of month yet im soo broke already!!WEDNESDAY
after work, met gwen in e train and headed to braddell.
met bf to kovan hawker for chicken chop with his buddy & gf(:
then to Parklane as e guys played pool, went arcade and an hour of LAN.
my virgin session of playing L4D! lol. it seems exciting but i still very noob lah):
home 1am. called up renee & rant to her about e hairclip thingy!
TUESDAY
oh ya. i gotten myself lost when heading home after work. lol.
took e wrong bus & ended up at Whampoa!! how great is that. silly me):
i managed to reach home safely but with almost 2 hours long journey! -.-MONDAY
intially i didnt take cab to work but i missed e stop & ended up lost again.
so i still cab afterall. this is how inconvenient my work place is!!
mum packed for me her yummy hand-made fried dumplings(: ahahas

after work, bf came fetch me and somehow to avoid ERP,
we dropped by a temple at river valley to pray. lol
dinner at Tampopo, a popular jap restaurant in Liang Court.
not bad, my soba is nice. greedy bf ate 2 meals on his own!
went rounding at jurong, west coast and cck before home 1am.
now i know what my gfs meant when they said honeymoon period.
i tried to be understanding too but apparently e difference is too obvious.
is money really that important even in relationships?
or is it my fault that i doesnt like to initiate or what. i cant help it.
im tired of waiting like a fool who doesnt know anything.
when 2 person clashes together, whats e outcome? i wonder.

2009-08-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

lately been caught up with my new job at this small property law firm.
but just so u know, im gonna job hop again soon! hahas. me & my excuses.
i seriously dread e location luh that i been taking cab rides almost everyday):
fortunately i start work at 10am if not i will die, its just so inconvenient i swear!

job scope was still alright, normal paperwork stuffs. one thing good is time flies fast.
cause i will never have nothing to do, not to say even online. i can sense e stress coming! got any idea of how boring it can to be cooped in e office with 3 pathetic old aunties. gosh! & there's this particular auntie with her damn arrogant attitude is getting on my nerves, she just couldnt stop lecturing me for every phone calls i answered! from e moment she step in, seriously pissed me off with her constant ridiculous scolding. she acts like as if she was e big boss there, expecting us to listen to whatever she said! but i must say my lady boss is a very nice person, really patient guiding me throughout(:

even e other auntie couldnt stand her that she also leaving too. so i wanna make a faster move to get e hell out of there first! i felt no point staying if i arent happy working at all. dunno whats wrong with me man?! first it was e job scope and now its e people and location! am i choosy or what? lol. its just my luck to encounter such jobs that doesnt suitable for me uh!

anyway my lady boss asked me to stay longer until she finds a replacement. so anyone interested of trying out this line, feel free to tell me kay(:

2009-08-18T11:02:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, my massive update is here once again(: sorry for neglecting my blog!

SUNDAY
movie, Where Got Ghost? with renee, qiu & bf at Northpoint in e evening.
its was indeed hilarious but some parts was really lame & corny!
meaningful yet lousy storyline & graphic. perhaps its still worth e laugh:D

back to amk met up with gwen, nall & esther. chatted under my blk(:
late supper, teochew porridge at 409 before back home 12plus~

out of sudden mum went crazy & literally forced, threatened me to eat this sucky veg soup when i was about to go to sleep. she was like a insane women and so i was left with no choice but to finish that fcuking veg up! dunno whats wrong with her. was already very moody and unhappy yet she insisted on provoking me! made me gotten all emotional & breakdown real hard. called renee up & complained, she probably will think im a crybaby! lol. i guess sometimes i just need to let it all out. deep down i knew its isnt mum's issue only, all bottled inside me bursting out)':
at last he called and we talked things out. but deep in my heart there's still many things left unsaid. i know he doesnt like talking back about past things which had happened so i let it go. i hate it that he could take things so lightly and joke about any damn thing. its isnt funny at all. amanda thinks he is totally not e type im looking for, renee thinks that our personality not compatible. come to think of it, i realized whatever they said is so true. many said we are too fast but i sincerely wanted to give him a chance. but why am i feeling that im losing hope~

SATURDAY
waited for his call e entire day at home. but totally none!! MIA.
watched BOF special interview show and gourmet(:
serious insomnia, couldnt sleep until 8am in e morning!
utterly disappointed. do i have to be treated this way, like a stupid fool):

FRIDAY
after work, chill & catch up at amk mos with renee, qiu & bf.
thanks jiahao for e lil treat(:THURSDAY
headed to town after work, dinner at Lucky plaza with Joey.
accompanied her to Paragon toy'r'us to get a pressie.
then to Far east plaza for some shopping~

bus back amk to meet bf & his buddy to Balestier ba ku teh!
i lovee their soup, superb duper good man! e one & only stall with stairs.
asked bf to make a trip down to Sijie's place and collect my lovely home-made cake specially made by her:D not bad uh, its really nice.
so sweeet of her lah! thanks my bff, appreaciated(:
WEDNESDAY
after work, met up Joey at Chinatown. shared frog leg porridge, my love(:
went to find Tracyeinny's store & gotten 2 tops, bandage heels. 70 bucks gone!

bf came picked us up, gave joey a ride. acc him for dinner somewhere at thomson and as usual waste some gas before head home late.
TUESDAY
first day at work! was trying hard to learn to deal with those orange files.
bf afterall did came fetched me after work even when i thought he was tired(:
with his buddy along, to one of tpy hawker had yummy fishball noodles!
i was craving for Koi when we about to reach my house, and e sweetie him drove me to buy. and we ended up at Semawang park before home 10pm.

MONDAY
went Bugis temple to pray with bf then to Vivo with his buddy & gf(:
dinner at food republic and shopped around. gotten some stuffs from Diaso.
aftermath, headed to Keppel Bay and West Coast Park to play e huge playground.
e couple left while we went Kent Ridge, i took e wheel for a while(: home 2am~

SUNDAY
was out in e noon with mum & bro to relative's house at amk.
baby's 1 month celebration, had some lunch buffet. home 3pm.
mum ordered golden pillow delivery, their curry is e best (:
headed out again at night to meet Sijie & Yuan at City Hall. omg!
squeeze with e crowd all e way to Marina Sq for NDP fireworks! spectacular:D

e couple left while i met Renee to Clark Quay, many heartalks by e river(:
sent her to e bus-stop. went over to Rebel find Meiwei, Peiyong & Kelly.
so coincidence that junxiang, chinhao, kahyeng and 2 other guys joined us too!
party till 3am. bf came, went Seletar reservoir & home 6am~
anyway HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

SATURDAY
night, bf brought my family out for dinner & midnight movie.
went back to C. Nai HK Cafe at Katong then to Parklane arcade for bro to play.
watched G.I.Joe at Cathay. action-packed & super cool graphic effects!
however boring storyline. i think its more suitable for people like my bro.
got another Happy Meal! on e phone with him until e sun came up(:

FRIDAY
passed Shiqi my law notes and renee came up my house to wait for e girls!
bf fetched us to Jalan Kayu for prata, had many laughter and fun(:
yeah, its been long since e 5 of us hang out together like this!
sweetie bf came after his bath and fetched e girls to a cafe at Bishan Park.
acc him to Novena KFC, back to e cafe, sent renee home, back to cafe again!
chill a while before cabbed home with qiu. was running about so many places.
such a pity that i missed out those heartalks and gossips):

THURSDAY
evening, bf came fetched me in his maroon new car! my fave colour(:
to Holiday Inn Atrium for my interview which mum's friend recommended.
then to Great World City for dinner at some jap restaurant.
acc him to Bedok hawker for his craving of red bean ice.
went rounding at Changi and Yishun, home 3am.

WEDNESDAY
e previous job HR asked me if i will work for long and i truthfully said no.
and so that was my last day! gotten 2 days cash pay(:
i do felt pity leaving so fast when i started to enjoy e company there,
but apparently with such workload & job scope nobody will stay long!

after work, to Northpoint met Amanda. misses her soo much lah!!
dinner at e jap foodcourt, great variety in very reasonable price.
bought G2000 black shirt for dear, finally found his right size!
had tons of catch up & heartalks, cabbed home 12am.

thanks babe for all e great advices and being there to listen to my rants(:

TUESDAY
we all went out to Sun Plaza for lunch at Pastamania.
home with Jingxia after work~

MONDAY
during lunch time, sneaked out to Paya Lebar for starhub interview.
2 way cab trip cost me $38, freaking heart pain!
cause i got e feeling i wun get e job): & really no news from them!
after work, to amk hub for Pepperlunch with qiu, mum & bro.